
…I was so sold out that I completely disregarded reality, because the truth is, I, along with a lot of other ambitious performers, was a control freak.
We want things perfect. Not just perfect but OUR perfect.
It cannot be any other way because this is the model that we’ve subscribed to. We are responsible for making sure that this vision comes to be as we see it, because only we know what right looks like in every situation, but our expectations don’t actually match reality.
And it’s complicated because there’s a wide gap a lot of times between what our expectations are versus our reality. What exists in this area between our expectations and reality is nothing but pain. Nothing but stress, nothing but frustration, nothing but anger, nothing but hurt.